Peak point.

hello :)

The sound of dogs barking; cars passing; gentle breeze, accompanying me in this cloudy evening..

this is my third week in diploma, and i found difficulties and problems in the units. i never thought that this unit would be hard.

anyway, this week and last weekend were the most roughest week i have ever felt. a lot of unexpected bad thing happened and it broke my heart. i lost focus, i cannot control my mood and mind. whenever i thought about it, i cried. i cried really bad that it left black puffy shadow under my small eyes. i sighed a lot and my heart is not feeling good. it feels heavy somehow.

i never ever want this to happened. but it did.

when my friends knew about this 'so called' problem happened, then they felt bad and they listen to my stories. some of them calm me down, some of them have been there and they knew how it feels, some of them try their best to listen to me. although, it does not makes me feel any better.. but i'm grateful. that there are people who actually care and be there for me. some unexpected people really do care for me and listen to my stories.

i think that God helps me in a mysterious way, He helps me by giving me nice and good friends that really be there for me.. although sometimes, i asked for more and less being thankful..

just remember that, whenever stress and problems strike you, always and always to be grateful for it.. because there are more people out there who are suffering even more than you do right now..

i hope that my problems will settle soon and this heart will get fix soon enough.. :)

cheer up EMI!